Everytime I see him, or hear his name I get nervous, or anxious. I start shaking. It is something that I cannot control.
But I am getting better by the minute. When I think about him, or even start to miss him, I tell myself that it's not worth getting worked up over. He's not worth my time and energy anymore, and never was.
But I miss hanging with my old friends. Like Iris. I miss Iris. And I can't hang out with her because he's always with Levi or Jake, and so is she. And to get over this I cannot be around him. He annoys me, and it would just be a big debacle anyways, and again...not worth my mother fuckin time.